Son bad hair cut

As most of you will know, attending the hair dressers is a nightmare.

I bought one of those shaving balls for men hair and I used it on my son, he enjoyed it was very relaxed, but I've shaven his hair off and now I feel like rubbish:(

ive achieved the aim of getting his hair cut without a fight but I have lost all confidence in ever doing it again, this has brought me to tears because he has lovely Curley hair