modifying cars

i am mad about cars and driving and i anoy people as i talk about it alot and spend lot money on it, last 6 months ive been on a driving ban and had my car took off me ive been going crazy since. when ive got a car and im inside it i feel im in my safe zone no one can make me uncomfy no 1 can hurt me, and if im stressed its a place i can chill out, i wish i had friends who had the same interest as me so i could talk about it and go car shows an so on, i want a nissan skyline r32 in black lowerd with rota grid alloys yummy!