I can't push myself in to get a diagnosis its down to the CMHT there is nothing I can do and I don't really care much anymore got the pregnancy to think about and it doesn't change who I am if I am autistic and it will be christmas soon I really want to enjoy Christmas its always a very diffucult time for me and I do find myself getting very anxious I now can't take any meds cause of risk to baby really scared finding out tommorow weather its more then one and if everything is all ok as people will know on here I do have anorexia and I do really find eating hard but now I have a reason to eat more even though it is going to be very tough.
I can't push myself in to get a diagnosis its down to the CMHT there is nothing I can do and I don't really care much anymore got the pregnancy to think about and it doesn't change who I am if I am autistic and it will be christmas soon I really want to enjoy Christmas its always a very diffucult time for me and I do find myself getting very anxious I now can't take any meds cause of risk to baby really scared finding out tommorow weather its more then one and if everything is all ok as people will know on here I do have anorexia and I do really find eating hard but now I have a reason to eat more even though it is going to be very tough.
