So addicted to Attack On Titan anime!!!!!

Just thought I'll post it on here since there isn't hardly anyone I could talk to about this because when I do, they either end up talking about something else or just look like they don't care which is really annoying especially my manager at work when I was TRYING to tell him the storyline of why I'm so interested in this anime and what it is about, he was the one who asked me last week about it but after I said like a few words, then he drifted off to change the subject to something else like did I know this, did I know that etc etc, I hate how I always have to pretend to listen to the things he says but I'm not brave enough to just change the subject cos he's my manager but it's always all about him and his interests and when I try to speak about mine, it doesn't last long which is annoying.

Anyway, no idea why I got into that first part, probably had to get it out there first, I'm so addicted to attack on titan right now, all I do is think about it all the time, constantly play all the songs on it while walking to work! I'm just wondering if anyone else just gets that feeling where they are extremely addicted to something. I usually get addicted when the storyline, characters all link to my imagination, the scenes etc like I think I'm the main character and I have something to relate to like when watching this anime, I can watch it again and again because I picture the scenes like I'm in it as well!

After watching the whole series 1, I have the whole thing on blu ray! I just have so many questions which I can't wait for season 2 to come out!!!

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  • Thanks for the reply and suggestions, i may try this tomorrow, maybe depends on how awkward I feel of saying it to him and how I feel.

    and no, I didn't want to talk about this addiction as a problem because by far it isn't, well for NT's it maybe not normal probably but having aspergers, it probably feels very normal to me when I'm additcted to something because it happens mainly with all the different addictions I had in the past it keeps changing, I'm very happy and proud to be addicted to attack on titan at the moment, I had situations before where I couldn't find anything to be addicted or connected to a storyline for my imagination and that made me feel quite lonely and nothing to relate to so yeah... overall being addicted to something makes me feel really attached to it and I feel like that's my best connection and makes me feel less don't know what you call it, hard to describe... probably makes me feel less... lonely... empty like nothing I can relate to in order to detach from other people like at work etc

    Although to be honest, as much as I would love someone to talk to about the same interests as me... another part of me don't in a way because I get annoyed they end up talking the same thing as I do then feel like I'm not knowledgeable in the subject as they are because I never can understand or explain things easily... just how my life is and has been and I just like to be different from everyone else and I really like to have a interest they don't know anything about like attack on titan for example, I love to be different and the odd one out so I don't have to relate to other people in general.. I don't know why this is but for some reason, when I meet someone, at first I feel like I really like them and they're awesome but this always happens to when I see them more often and often, there's always something I find that I end up hating about them or get jealous of for some reason. I just don't care about what other people say if it's not anything I'm interested in, I just don't understand it at all no matter how many times they try to explain it, my brain ends up drifting off to my own world to the subject I'm currently interested in, at the moment all the attack on titan storylines and songs are repeating in my head when I need it to :D

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  • Thanks for the reply and suggestions, i may try this tomorrow, maybe depends on how awkward I feel of saying it to him and how I feel.

    and no, I didn't want to talk about this addiction as a problem because by far it isn't, well for NT's it maybe not normal probably but having aspergers, it probably feels very normal to me when I'm additcted to something because it happens mainly with all the different addictions I had in the past it keeps changing, I'm very happy and proud to be addicted to attack on titan at the moment, I had situations before where I couldn't find anything to be addicted or connected to a storyline for my imagination and that made me feel quite lonely and nothing to relate to so yeah... overall being addicted to something makes me feel really attached to it and I feel like that's my best connection and makes me feel less don't know what you call it, hard to describe... probably makes me feel less... lonely... empty like nothing I can relate to in order to detach from other people like at work etc

    Although to be honest, as much as I would love someone to talk to about the same interests as me... another part of me don't in a way because I get annoyed they end up talking the same thing as I do then feel like I'm not knowledgeable in the subject as they are because I never can understand or explain things easily... just how my life is and has been and I just like to be different from everyone else and I really like to have a interest they don't know anything about like attack on titan for example, I love to be different and the odd one out so I don't have to relate to other people in general.. I don't know why this is but for some reason, when I meet someone, at first I feel like I really like them and they're awesome but this always happens to when I see them more often and often, there's always something I find that I end up hating about them or get jealous of for some reason. I just don't care about what other people say if it's not anything I'm interested in, I just don't understand it at all no matter how many times they try to explain it, my brain ends up drifting off to my own world to the subject I'm currently interested in, at the moment all the attack on titan storylines and songs are repeating in my head when I need it to :D

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