About me

HI,

I am 25 female who has had a very tough life have gone through a lot of beavements problems at school problems at home I feel so alone I suffer from bpd anxiety and depression. 

I work full time although I do find work very hard. 

I want to be on my own all the time I don't have any friends.

I have problems with my eating anorexia and problems with my eating. 

I am on diaxepam, as and when needed other medication Eg antideprsants haven't helped much at all.

I might have ASD though the SABP need to confirm this 

I have had 3 mis carriages and one abortion as it would of been very disabled

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  • How do I cope not knowing if I am austic or not ? Waiting to find out with tests eg but this could be ages as its the NHS ? Has anyone done a private assesment if so will the NHS accept it and would you be able to get treatment on the NHS ? - wondweing what the treatment is for asd ? - is it like talking - counselling or medication itself like diaxepam what is the best medication that can be taken for asd ? I have been feeling very low and down for quite a long time and havent been able to motivate myself to do much apart from going to work I am hardly eating much and I am not sleeping well at all only a few hours each night which I know is not enough I feel the depression and anxiety and possible asd is controlling my life at the moment I just want to be happy in life as would everyone and most people are but I have little energy and struggling to cope with each day as I am low on energy and not putting any effort in to anything eg - my work how I look eg didn't have a very good day at work I reported some thing that was wrong to the hr department and the person who I reported at work found out about it and was like why did you go and do that I was going to pay you at the end of this month but he doesn't that's the trouble my life is so hard ATM :(

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  • How do I cope not knowing if I am austic or not ? Waiting to find out with tests eg but this could be ages as its the NHS ? Has anyone done a private assesment if so will the NHS accept it and would you be able to get treatment on the NHS ? - wondweing what the treatment is for asd ? - is it like talking - counselling or medication itself like diaxepam what is the best medication that can be taken for asd ? I have been feeling very low and down for quite a long time and havent been able to motivate myself to do much apart from going to work I am hardly eating much and I am not sleeping well at all only a few hours each night which I know is not enough I feel the depression and anxiety and possible asd is controlling my life at the moment I just want to be happy in life as would everyone and most people are but I have little energy and struggling to cope with each day as I am low on energy and not putting any effort in to anything eg - my work how I look eg didn't have a very good day at work I reported some thing that was wrong to the hr department and the person who I reported at work found out about it and was like why did you go and do that I was going to pay you at the end of this month but he doesn't that's the trouble my life is so hard ATM :(

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