I can't focus.
I have a constant pain in my left quadrant. I can't go to the bathroom normally anymore.
I got a call from the hospital a few months ago about my next endoscopy, but I didn't get an appointment letter. I've had no contact about my next colonoscopy.
The 'bum and poo' clinic said I just have to learn to live with it until they have to remove most of my colon as it's cooked.
I'm in a bad place right now. I don't have the energy to chase it up. I need to sleep all the time. I feel drugged 24/7. II have no friends. If eat, I throw it up, so I have a bag ready.
It's like everyone involved in my medical care is avoiding me.
I'm very polite and nice. I don't know why this is happening 
I live on UC now. Sometimes I wake and wish I didn't.
I'm undiagnosed for autism on top.
I wish you better luck. God speed.