I sat in bed this am, mourning the lack of cheeky sparrows and raucious jackdaws at my empty bird table. Worse, this pm, as I went to feed the hedghogs, a disconsolate fat wood pigeon was roosting on top, where he usually awaits his meals. When he finally flew off, I felt as if something was lost. I know the reasoning is good, leading hopefully to healthy birds, but I still can't help feeling guilty. Will they find enough to eat, especially with fledgelings, and my having fed throughout the year for many years [in line with former RSPB advice]. I know others are feeling the same - having asked AI but it doesn't stop my feeling guilty and missing the antics of my feathered personal flock.