I don't have adhd(from what I read about it) and I don't think I have depression. I think I am a quietly happy person, I wake up optimistic and happy that it could be a good day, I throw open my windows to hear the birds and look down at the garden and I can't wait to get outside. I like to go for walks and collect nuts and fruits and then find reciepies that I could make. I grow veggies and talk to my plants and then have tea with the neighbouring cat. If it raining I love to sit by the window listening to the rain coz I find it beautiful and I do a lot of jigsaws. When my days are planned and structured and work out okay then I go to bed happy.
I didn't know about the autism thing before and so yes, I handed things badley and things got very out of control. I don't want to give too much useless information but you are right about the breakdown. I don't think I realised how bad things were getting- I couldn't sleep which made things worse and I was going a bit crazy, okay, maybe very crazy, I got paranoid, accused the lady in HR of trying to make me commit suiside and I kept turning back up at work even though they kept sending me home- they eventually called the ambulance.
I don't have adhd(from what I read about it) and I don't think I have depression. I think I am a quietly happy person, I wake up optimistic and happy that it could be a good day, I throw open my windows to hear the birds and look down at the garden and I can't wait to get outside. I like to go for walks and collect nuts and fruits and then find reciepies that I could make. I grow veggies and talk to my plants and then have tea with the neighbouring cat. If it raining I love to sit by the window listening to the rain coz I find it beautiful and I do a lot of jigsaws. When my days are planned and structured and work out okay then I go to bed happy.
I didn't know about the autism thing before and so yes, I handed things badley and things got very out of control. I don't want to give too much useless information but you are right about the breakdown. I don't think I realised how bad things were getting- I couldn't sleep which made things worse and I was going a bit crazy, okay, maybe very crazy, I got paranoid, accused the lady in HR of trying to make me commit suiside and I kept turning back up at work even though they kept sending me home- they eventually called the ambulance.
