Music

I constantly have music playing somewhere and over the years I come to realise how much it ties me to certain aspects of my life.

We all have that song that we link to a relationship or an event that brings added meaning.

Iris by the Goo goo dolls reminds me of my relationship with my wife in a moment when things were less complex. This song has lived rent free in my head since 1998. It also in more recent years become a song about how I feel about myself And I don't want the world to see me / 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand / When everything's made to be broken / I just want you to know who I am

Creep by radiohead or Growing sideways by Noah Kahn also fit that bill.

American pie (Don Mclean and I don't want to miss a thing (Areosmith) we songs I used to sing to the kids when they were tiny.

There are songs that just creep up on my and I end up in tears, they might not have any great meaning, they just invoke a wave of emotions. Some are pretty obvious, something like Fight song by Rachel Platten which is so positive but has undertones of loss.

The other day I was listening to a random playlist and Lose yourself by Eminem came on and it just triggered something, it was the same where a video cropped up on Facebook, it was a Ministry of sound concert at the royal Albert hall, they played Toccata & Fugue in D Minor (Bach) that merge in Insomnia (Faithless), it just gave me goosebumps and then I just became overwhelmed.

I'd love to know that you all have the same relationship with music and would be willing to share your experiences.

Or am I just weird?

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  • you're not weird at all, my friend. i too have a deep connection to music. recently i've been listening to good luck, babe by chappell roan on repeat, even though my usual go-tos when it comes to music are mainly rock or metal songs, such as disappearing boy by green day, or disenchanted by my chemical romance, or one step closer by linkin park. i do enjoy singing and playing guitar, and there are many songs that are relevant to my life. one that will always give me the feels is tomorrow by avril lavigne.

    quote, "and i wanna believe you / when you'll tell me that it'll be okay"

    right now i'm not doing okay, i'm dealing with a lot of complicated emotions, and this song is like a warm hug, a sign that honestly i'm not really alone.

    or at least, it feels that way.

  • Thanks for your reply. I'm sure we'll get through to the other side but it's really tough at the moment. I had a Linkin Park morning at work yesterday, it just helps with the motivation but some of them really strike a chord. One more light or the the stripped back live version of Crawling just break me.

    youtu.be/sjN-NGsRg9g

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