Enjoying and sharing

I watched the one about Venus last night, really fascinating history of our very limited knowledge! I have bookmarked this page so i can watch the rest! 
It's fascinating how hard it was to get the very simple pictures, and the amount of times things go wrong! Like the hammer test with the lens cap blunder! Wonderful to see the new digitally updated imgages too!

Yes, we never really took a photo of the Venus surface. Recently I'm on meds and on one side I get no excitement from my beloved space, on another hand when I start watching these videos, I can't stop. I have kind of more energy but I feel like in a wrong g body kinda. Getting used to though. I pace much less because it doesn't feel good anymore. Yesterday evening I paced a bit and I imagined that im a celestial body and I have an orbit and my own rotation speed.  Then I started wondering, how many kilometres or thousands if kilometres I made throughout my whole life with only pacing a room or garden. Whatever. The only thing I need to relax since my childhood was always space for my "orbiting" tge center of a room and solitude everyday.

Yes, we never really took a photo of the Venus surface. Recently I'm on meds and on one side I get no excitement from my beloved space, on another hand when I start watching these videos, I can't stop. I have kind of more energy but I feel like in a wrong g body kinda. Getting used to though. I pace much less because it doesn't feel good anymore. Yesterday evening I paced a bit and I imagined that im a celestial body and I have an orbit and my own rotation speed.  Then I started wondering, how many kilometres or thousands if kilometres I made throughout my whole life with only pacing a room or garden. Whatever. The only thing I need to relax since my childhood was always space for my "orbiting" tge center of a room and solitude everyday.

I have some movies in my head, they play as I pace. They are very intense, in a fraction of a second I move to my world and feel very real in it. I pick a movie from a shelf and watch it. Unfortunately I can't turn it off on my own. Only if I have to pay attention to something- I do. As soon as my mind is free, it starts playing a movie. This way I create my own stories. Sometimes I replay fragments from stories I already wrote and enjoy them again. It's much more interesting than real movies and it's not invasive like tv, screen, light etc.

Oh I love that, the wonder of how far you have travelled, even if not far (your personal spaces), you have walked through time and Km, which is still valid. That in itself is very cool. 

But yeah, the videos are very interesting, even if you aren't getting the buzz, it's keeping your interest still!
I used to love watching documentaries on space with my dad, though we both got frustrated at wanting to know more then the programs would go!