Hi I'm back 
. Since last time when I was moderated off the website a lot has happened. My dad said I must have been dropped on my head as a child. He said I'll never achieve anything I'm a joke etc. My whole family has essentially disowned me for something I was born with. If I go and visit my grandmother my father threatened to put hands on me. They even made fun of my best friend who is autistic saying he is 'soft in the head' and he'll never achieve anything in life. Is this a common experience? He said autistic people should date eachother so they keep the illness amongst eachother instead of spreading it! He also said autistic people lack empathy and they're all psychopaths. Why do some people have to be so horrible especially when they are 1st line relatives? I'm sorry for last time I offended people but can you understand why I am so angry? I have been mistreated by my whole family since birth and now it feels like I have finally broke free! I don't have my mum, dad or any other relatives to polluted me with they're 1960s ideas anymore. Apart from creating me my parents have never done much else positive in my eyes. Apart from giving me food and water so I'm thankful for that but even then my mum couldn't afford food sometimes because she spent it on drugs so she made me eat table salt instead. Or instead of giving me tap water she would say here drink your own spit instead! Is this common I wonder or I am an exception?
Thanks
