Living in a Coma

I’ve been thinking a lot over Christmas about different things specifically nature and how autism might fit into that. Also the roles of autism and a new kind of autism or how it is presented to us.

I’ve read some things about how it may have been something which gave some of our ancestors heightened awareness and abilities, perhaps to protect or to see danger coming a long way off. This may have played a more obvious role, I still believe there are persistent and insidious threats on this planet whereby the senses protect us from group threats and masked dangers.

Neurotypicals created a world which worked for them, then preconditioned ever round to believe that this generally was the only way things could be done. But really if we look at history it’s a repeat of facism, slavery and embedded misogyny.

I don’t know if ASD people or their abilities had been enslaved previously, my life and the way I feel is that others don’t really see an issue with undermining or belittling me. I’ve realised that times I was seriously unwell or mentally unwell were when my environment was overly influenced by the wrong people or I spent too long listening to the them. Not because I was actually unwell.

I often feel that the world has had its potential limited in order to satisfy people who need it to work a certain way to meet their status quo. On a micro level at work or in the news what’s been happening. 

We don’t generally tend to think of ourselves as animals or nature evolving as others animals and nature do.  But natures success  thrives on its own diversity, which has been proven repeatedly to create extinction for normality or things which take advantage of environments for too long. 

Parents
  • We don’t generally tend to think of ourselves as animals or nature evolving as others animals and nature do.  But natures success  thrives on its own diversity

    This is very true. I had my DNA tested with 23andMe, who are looking into research that people with autism have higher than average Neanderthal DNA. Mine is higher apparently, which is fascinating. I believe it's the 'outside-the-box' thinking - a survival mechanism. 

    Neurotypicals created a world which worked for them, then preconditioned ever round to believe that this generally was the only way things could be done.

    Yes, I can see this. I've experienced a lot of suspicion and rejection by colleagues, for trying to introduce new ideas. 

    I was seriously unwell or mentally unwell were when my environment was overly influenced by the wrong people or I spent too long listening to the them. Not because I was actually unwell.

    Yes, I found myself and also common among patients! I think it's vulnerability to other's influence; lack of confidence; and also many who lack confidence themselves want to 'keep to the rules' even if those rules do not work. 

  • I am having trouble resolving some issues at the moment it helps to bundle them all into one post. My general view is that I do don't know the answer to this, or stopping what makes me feel so anxious or uncorfortable. Its not a dig at anyone.

    . I've experienced a lot of suspicion and rejection by colleagues, for trying to introduce new ideas. 

    This could quickly turn to paranoia or real problems if I responded in the wrong way. Mostly afterwards I realise I have just been mulling overthings inside. 

    'keep to the rules' even if those rules do not work. 

    Wisdom (ie too many rigid rules) can be a problem. I always viewed education and teaching as something I have to get through like a distance event. Most of the knowledge is learned early on. 

Reply
  • I am having trouble resolving some issues at the moment it helps to bundle them all into one post. My general view is that I do don't know the answer to this, or stopping what makes me feel so anxious or uncorfortable. Its not a dig at anyone.

    . I've experienced a lot of suspicion and rejection by colleagues, for trying to introduce new ideas. 

    This could quickly turn to paranoia or real problems if I responded in the wrong way. Mostly afterwards I realise I have just been mulling overthings inside. 

    'keep to the rules' even if those rules do not work. 

    Wisdom (ie too many rigid rules) can be a problem. I always viewed education and teaching as something I have to get through like a distance event. Most of the knowledge is learned early on. 

Children
No Data