housing

i agree with so much you have said.

i am trying to get my foundation set, so i can put down the bricks and mortar of my mind.  my brain has so much wasted power, but not when it comes to domestic personal or any thing along those lines. i am up all night with ideas an solutions. i arm my self with knowledge. teach my self complex equations............then disturbed by sounds and distractions of the.obsenity of the untailores moralless societ, but they only act like this because there is no guidance from respectable people.

i want to start my own company and get the power and influence to try some of my ideas, to help society. it is good with so much of my autism. i dont see things like other people. i have punnished my self, for so long as i have been groomed to believing that i was a naughty child all the way into adult life. as though not totally tainted by these experients, i am having to re learn, that i am ok and i dont need to be labeled the social norm. its cool and unique being different.

i just need to get the basics in order or the input and advice to make the first steps.

i could yabber for ages about society and how the evoltion of earth is lacking due to the deteriation of humand kind. the only way to get back on track is with a drastic change, before a  a massive one changes us.

i think everything happens for a reason it is to understand learn and implement that is the key.

i think that for the first time in my life i am starting to ask people for advice and talk about me, about the things that i need help with and maybe that in itself will be enough to move me forward, and with advice like yours it will be alot easier. talking is positive and that is enough

wb

thank you again so kindly

there are houses all around noises till three in the morning.  the council have come round and done terrible work and where ever you lokk you see their bad work. i cant settle and i dont feel safe. i cant do any work up ladders, or looking up i get dizzy and stumble. i cant use power tools as i am clumbsy. in the house or garden. my partner is epeleptic so she cant go up ladders. the council dont listen they walk all over us.

i want to feel safe where there are not so many people. there are three drug dealers down our little walk. there are people coming up and down all night.

it is annoying as if this house was done up but somewhere else then i would like it.

thany you for your reply, it is nice to talk about these things rather then it be inside.

thank you kindly