Empathy and low EQ score

Has anyone else been upset after being diagnosed as an adult to find that they have a really low empathy test EQ score? I felt ashamed at first, then upset and was even angry at times. Did it affect you in the same way? I'd really like to know thank you.

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  • I wasn't formally diagnosed, but after my self realisation I heard about empathy being low in autistic people, and did the EQ test online.

    I had a moment of surprise, a moment of disappointment and a moment of curiosity as to why the test score was so low when I was sure I was empathic.

    Since then I've learned that empathy is not non existent in us, it's just different

    And if course now all those moments have been lost in time, like tears in rain.

    (Are you a Blade Runner fan too?)

  • Let's move on to system. System.

    Feel that in your body. The system.

    What does it feel like to be part of the system. System.

    Is there anything in your body that wants to resist the system? System.

    Do you get pleasure out of being a part of the system? System.

    Have they created you to be a part of the system? System.

    Is there security in being a part of the system? System.

    Is there a sound that comes with the system? System.

    We're going to go on. Cells.

    They were all put together at a time. Cells.

    Millions and billions of them. Cells.

    Were you ever arrested? Cells.

    Did you spend much time in the cell? Cells.

    Have you ever been in an instituion? Cells.

    Do they keep you in a cell? Cells.

    When you're not performing your duties do they keep you in a little box? Cells.

    Interlinked.

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  • Let's move on to system. System.

    Feel that in your body. The system.

    What does it feel like to be part of the system. System.

    Is there anything in your body that wants to resist the system? System.

    Do you get pleasure out of being a part of the system? System.

    Have they created you to be a part of the system? System.

    Is there security in being a part of the system? System.

    Is there a sound that comes with the system? System.

    We're going to go on. Cells.

    They were all put together at a time. Cells.

    Millions and billions of them. Cells.

    Were you ever arrested? Cells.

    Did you spend much time in the cell? Cells.

    Have you ever been in an instituion? Cells.

    Do they keep you in a cell? Cells.

    When you're not performing your duties do they keep you in a little box? Cells.

    Interlinked.

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