I need to know if this statement resonates?
So much is too much, when is it going to stop? If I could, for a moment, I wouldn’t act like this. This world, this world wasn't made for people like me, but I've got to deal with it, as I have no choice. The world wasn't made for me. I can’t keep on faking; I don’t want to do that anymore. Keep putting the mask on is taking such a toll. I don’t know if I should even explain. If I acted like I wanted to, my past experience is enduring judgment; then, I would only lose them. If I would be alone, then I could be my own self, without taxing judgment, but I don’t want to be alone anymore. When could I even be me, if only I would be that brave? I am fed up with putting on endless masks. Until then, I've got to endure this. Nothing I say will get them to understand what it's like for me.