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Hello i am new here my name is elizabeth i am from manchester , i have a son called ryan who is 18 and has autism with adhd, i took my son to the doctors with my mum when he was two for he was doing things we were concerened about. we were told there was nothign wrong with him, the lady got him into a nursery and after a few month they sent him to assesement unit. i still havnt got  an autistic diagnosis they say autisitc behaviours with adhd.  I have found my sons personality challenging many times in my life he is a lovely lad very innocent with the mind of a young child  , i say i have found life challenging because i found myself having to learn myslef how best to help my sons behaviour through lack of outside help.  Thank God for the autistic society and other services like this out here for us, and i can only prey that services for adults with autism or any disabilty get better in our society and country in the future.. I started writing poetry and short stories while looking after my son for i found myself feeling rather isolated many times over the years as a single parent. So i wrote my little pieces to keep my mind occupied for i cannot work cos most times im exhausted when my sons goes to school. anyway i will add some poems later on today and if anyone else wants to share any then feel free .

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  • I wish I could be the other me, cos she is bright and funny you see

    Its only this dumb ugly they see, but deep down there is more to me

    I really hate the othe me, she's locked away where no-one can be

    Help me find the other me, cos she's whithering away inside of me.

    Me and her have a battle each day, but she always gets her own way

    She wants to stay locked away, so its only me I see each day

    My husband knows the other me, but he fell in love with her you see

    I'm sorrry that she is inside of me, Please go away and just leave me.

    She is everything I want to be, so why is she so lost in me.

    If there could be just only me, then it would only be me I see

    I often talk to her each day, I often say just go away

    But she won't go she wants to stay, she won't face the world today.

    The other me is here to stay, she'll always be locked away

    When I look in the mirror each day, I wish that I could just melt away

    She would be happy that she has won, and she could have all the fun

    Oh how can I face another day, with the other me still withering away.

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  • I wish I could be the other me, cos she is bright and funny you see

    Its only this dumb ugly they see, but deep down there is more to me

    I really hate the othe me, she's locked away where no-one can be

    Help me find the other me, cos she's whithering away inside of me.

    Me and her have a battle each day, but she always gets her own way

    She wants to stay locked away, so its only me I see each day

    My husband knows the other me, but he fell in love with her you see

    I'm sorrry that she is inside of me, Please go away and just leave me.

    She is everything I want to be, so why is she so lost in me.

    If there could be just only me, then it would only be me I see

    I often talk to her each day, I often say just go away

    But she won't go she wants to stay, she won't face the world today.

    The other me is here to stay, she'll always be locked away

    When I look in the mirror each day, I wish that I could just melt away

    She would be happy that she has won, and she could have all the fun

    Oh how can I face another day, with the other me still withering away.

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