What were you like as a child?

yeah i probably changed alot in ways but stayed the same in others.

people who knew me in school likely would say i have changed massively. but they really didnt know me much more than surface level, and in school it was stressful and bad for me so i was kinda crazier and so bad in a way im actually amazed i wasnt recognised to be given any help or diagnosis considering i was probably the most bat *** insane mentally wacked person anyone could possibly know back then. but that was all because school was too much for me and impossible to cope.

my teachers clearly knew there was something up with me and even commented when i had work experience day which i didnt get a place so ended up work experience in school instead, they commented something like i cant make it in real life or speak with others. so they clearly knew then but i never got help. i was super thin too like 6 stone in school.

anyway now it would seem im totally normal, this is likely because im removed from the environment i couldnt cope in and now have more control, ofcourse it took long isolation to reach this state of normalisation and undo the state i was in at high school and relax into this normalised state... then i not only normalised but became a better more alpha type of human when i trained, of which to this day im muscular toned have six pack and so on. became physically better, about 9 and a half stone now. lucked myself a job, got myself a flat, i now fit in with society and seem totally normal. not only normal but as i said physically a alpha human. still socially rubbish, still can slip into previous mental instability in social situations but this is more controlled and held back, i only allow some crazy to get out now lol just enough to make it seem social and make up for not conversing. but yeah anyone who knew me from school would be surprised now with how much i have normalised. 

to be fair some dont like the change. but the one who doesnt like the change is kinda guilty in his own way anyway as he was my friend at one point early in high school then ditched me saying i attract too many bullies so i dont care if he doesnt like me and how i have changed as he was trash anyway for ditching a friend in their time of need out of selfish cowardice. anyway im just rambling now again lol but yeah i have changed alot of the surface level in many great ways but underneath im probably still the same and i can revert and lose control and the old me can show when pressured and stressed again. 

yeah i probably changed alot in ways but stayed the same in others.

people who knew me in school likely would say i have changed massively. but they really didnt know me much more than surface level, and in school it was stressful and bad for me so i was kinda crazier and so bad in a way im actually amazed i wasnt recognised to be given any help or diagnosis considering i was probably the most bat *** insane mentally wacked person anyone could possibly know back then. but that was all because school was too much for me and impossible to cope.

my teachers clearly knew there was something up with me and even commented when i had work experience day which i didnt get a place so ended up work experience in school instead, they commented something like i cant make it in real life or speak with others. so they clearly knew then but i never got help. i was super thin too like 6 stone in school.

anyway now it would seem im totally normal, this is likely because im removed from the environment i couldnt cope in and now have more control, ofcourse it took long isolation to reach this state of normalisation and undo the state i was in at high school and relax into this normalised state... then i not only normalised but became a better more alpha type of human when i trained, of which to this day im muscular toned have six pack and so on. became physically better, about 9 and a half stone now. lucked myself a job, got myself a flat, i now fit in with society and seem totally normal. not only normal but as i said physically a alpha human. still socially rubbish, still can slip into previous mental instability in social situations but this is more controlled and held back, i only allow some crazy to get out now lol just enough to make it seem social and make up for not conversing. but yeah anyone who knew me from school would be surprised now with how much i have normalised. 

to be fair some dont like the change. but the one who doesnt like the change is kinda guilty in his own way anyway as he was my friend at one point early in high school then ditched me saying i attract too many bullies so i dont care if he doesnt like me and how i have changed as he was trash anyway for ditching a friend in their time of need out of selfish cowardice. anyway im just rambling now again lol but yeah i have changed alot of the surface level in many great ways but underneath im probably still the same and i can revert and lose control and the old me can show when pressured and stressed again.