Every day for about 4 days now, every time I refresh my screen or move about the site, I get reminded that some body hated me so much that they asked for my very existence here to be obliterated.
*section removed on advice from wise friend*
Everyday for about four days now, I've been made to wonder, do I really "fit in" here?
I wonder if it happened to any of the other "deleted users"?
It's been suggested by one kind member that I am not slated to join that group.
Yet isn't endless fecking rejection, an integral part of the Autism experience?
For me, not knowing why my account was flagged as "Inappropriate" makes the given opportunity to "respond" somewhat 1950's soviet in it's aspect, or maybe vaguely reminds one of the 1960's series "the prisoner". Certainly not useful.
BUT every day now until the 4th apparently, I get to wonder if I should be reaching out to those in my "friends" list who really do seem "friendly" and give them my email address in a P.M...
And if you click on that litlle yellow thing you get:
I've just noticed the tiny word "abuse". At least Ii know what I am being "judged" for now...
