Published on 12, July, 2020
I have to admit it's not my fav time of year. I liked it when I was really little because of Santa and presents but now I'm an adult it just makes me anxious. Everything about it causes me anxiety and discomfort. The shops and town become super busy and loud, bright lights are flashing everywhere, it's colder usually, everything gets expensive and family always mix and party which I find very hard to cope with. I just want to hide away for the whole month and come back in January. I know it's not Christmas yet but it's closing in fast and I'm already anxious and dreading it.
Noo!
Christmas is a nightmare from start to finish.
I wish we could skip December and go straight to January. Christmas is too busy, too loud, family gatherings which cause me so much anxiety and normally burnout after.
It also means more illness which with my immune system now is really bad for me.
I'm not looking forward to it x