Published on 12, July, 2020
I have to admit it's not my fav time of year. I liked it when I was really little because of Santa and presents but now I'm an adult it just makes me anxious. Everything about it causes me anxiety and discomfort. The shops and town become super busy and loud, bright lights are flashing everywhere, it's colder usually, everything gets expensive and family always mix and party which I find very hard to cope with. I just want to hide away for the whole month and come back in January. I know it's not Christmas yet but it's closing in fast and I'm already anxious and dreading it.
I spend most of December tense, depressed and anxious because of Christmas. I cant stand it. Ive never understood the appeal of it. I like the real meaning of it and I like being with my close family but I dont get what else is good about it
People spend money they dont have to buy other people stuff they dont want or need
and that awful pressure that you must enjoy it and it must be the most magical time of the year or theres something wrong with you
I am so glad when its over