Published on 12, July, 2020
I have to admit it's not my fav time of year. I liked it when I was really little because of Santa and presents but now I'm an adult it just makes me anxious. Everything about it causes me anxiety and discomfort. The shops and town become super busy and loud, bright lights are flashing everywhere, it's colder usually, everything gets expensive and family always mix and party which I find very hard to cope with. I just want to hide away for the whole month and come back in January. I know it's not Christmas yet but it's closing in fast and I'm already anxious and dreading it.
Hate it. It's busy, i am expected to socialise and speak to family who i barely ever see! Growing up, i had a certain routine that happened every christmas and that's changed over the last few years which makes me hate it more because it doesn't even feel right
I hate the socialising at Christmas. I meet up with cousins and aunts and uncles but we've nothing in common it's very awkward.