I hate being autistic

Its *** ngl, all i feel like is ***, all ducking day, month, year, etc

if i werent autistic maybe i could have actually achieved something without this retarded brain of mine and maybe i wouldnt fail all my classes even though i study for a fucking hour a day. Oh well. 

  • anyway. are you in a hurry somewhere?

    or just doing it allistic style, like an ant in a hive, slavery never stops

    maybe you are in a wrong school? there is a difference if your mind wants to create music and you're trying to learn economics, because that's trendy now

  • this pretty much... all the hardships you go through make you a better harder person... your situation would also be one in which youd feel like your always naturally a step behind everyone else, but in hindsight this is good because you can sit back relax enjoy life longer before you get to the hard parts, and when you get to the hard parts you had long enough to analyse and see the hard parts and the way of life and see how everyone else did it and then formulate a plan to tackle it yourself in a more precise better way.

    i only got a job last year, i had nothing before that... now i have 30k, a decent crypto investment that is currently around 10k which can for all i know go to 1 million and a motorbike and am in the middle of completing a property purchase. we sit back, we develop slower, but we sit and watch and analyse and pick a more efficient maximised path that then puts us ahead of everyone else that started before us so many years ago.

    sometimes going slow is better than going fast. the fast make all the mistakes they cannot recover from, the slow see everything and take advantage of everything more easier and avoid potholes better.

  • First of all, don't listen to your head. It's the roughest neighbourhood in the Planet. Humans are mentally predispositioned to think negative. 

    'Success' is a case of perspective. I never went near achieving the career I sought. However, I soon learned how to do things MYSELF. No longer am I an entitled victim. The bad s**t in my life became the platform for me to rebuild.

    In a World full of Taylor Swifts, be a Janis Joplin.