Afraid of future life

All my life I’ve been working hard, making sure everyone is ok, worrying about everything. Mostly what I’m afraid of is going through life without a partner to share it with, I’ve never been in a relationship, yes I been on a few dates but never a serious relationship. I don’t know if it’s because I’m boring or completely odd to other’s but it get’s me emotional seeing a couple and wishing I want to be like them. My main target is be in love before I hit 30 and now I’m 26. 

I couldn’t really ask more than just a simple relationship. I don’t go out unless I have too, every time I get invited to pubs or clubs I’m always the odd one out because it’s not me and this is why I stay isolated from those that I’m not and people rather go with it without me just so I don’t become a party crasher. 

I know it’s all doom and gloom but it’s how I feel and just wish things just all into place for once. 

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  • ello bravoghost, yeah, i felt like that since a teenager, wasnt til my late twenties that i had first relationship that didn't last, and couple years after, an 11 year relationship, but, well, i wont say any more on that.

    but, yeah, just, its not a rush ya know? theres no time frame, no time limit, ive never done the "dating thing", but if you find someone, you find someone, and it will be by complete chance, thats all i can say, but, is just how its been for me personally 

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  • ello bravoghost, yeah, i felt like that since a teenager, wasnt til my late twenties that i had first relationship that didn't last, and couple years after, an 11 year relationship, but, well, i wont say any more on that.

    but, yeah, just, its not a rush ya know? theres no time frame, no time limit, ive never done the "dating thing", but if you find someone, you find someone, and it will be by complete chance, thats all i can say, but, is just how its been for me personally 

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