Last week, an online friend; who was a Motivational Speaker, and helped me, passed away. This death is hitting me even harder than the passing of my Mum.
Today, I was feeling unmotivated. Then, I made an issue about a Resentment I had on Messenger. It turned into a Ruckus. Now, a good friend of mine I speak to on Messenger isn't speaking to me. (It was because I resented the Unions for a Postal Strike, affecting my brother as he can't receive the HMRC letter with his Tax ID)
Social Drinkers may afford to argue, but it's cutting me inside. I want to order a Chinese; after committing to a new food regimen this morning.
Everything I touch turns to cinders.
