What're you up to today?

This little thread is where we can pop in to say what we're up to each day, if you want to :) 

Obviously no one has to. I will be just because I don't have anyone to say what I'm doing to.

I'll try to update daily.

Here goes.

Today I'm hoping to sort out my room a little bit. It's not a mess but I like to rearrange things in it every now and then. Id like to look through my Pokémon cards as well. Maybe rearrange them to.

I'm going to try and relax this afternoon, do some self care if possible try to stop the anxiety a bit.

Oh and I also need to clean Summer \my horse/ :) 

Happy Saturday!

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  • had a crap night and a crap start, demotivated, useless, hopeless etc

    but ive managed to motivate myself, unfortunately had to use anger as dont have much else to use

    so am now at this forest/pond/lake i like to go to, to be at peace, its the only place here that does that for me, and even though its still in london, it just doesn't feel like it 

    i feel friendlier and less on guard when im here and other people seem to be as well, and sensorially, its just nice, water birds, water sound, watching ripples, feel of a breeze

    and even though im alone here, as i am everywhere else, it just doesn't bother me here

    unfortunately my stomachs been playing up so hoping i dont have to bus to a busier place with facilities, but, i dunno, i just like being away from that place im staying at.

    well, usually it helps anyway, doesn't seem to be today, arg.

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  • had a crap night and a crap start, demotivated, useless, hopeless etc

    but ive managed to motivate myself, unfortunately had to use anger as dont have much else to use

    so am now at this forest/pond/lake i like to go to, to be at peace, its the only place here that does that for me, and even though its still in london, it just doesn't feel like it 

    i feel friendlier and less on guard when im here and other people seem to be as well, and sensorially, its just nice, water birds, water sound, watching ripples, feel of a breeze

    and even though im alone here, as i am everywhere else, it just doesn't bother me here

    unfortunately my stomachs been playing up so hoping i dont have to bus to a busier place with facilities, but, i dunno, i just like being away from that place im staying at.

    well, usually it helps anyway, doesn't seem to be today, arg.

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