Hi
I am not good at keeping up with my friends. Maybe I give too much attention, too much care and all my so called best friends do is betray me, because their other friend doesn't like me or they themselves nitpick my smallest fault which is not actually my fault. It's like if I feel a strong connection to someone, they detach me from themselves. It happens with crushes as well, they make good friends, but when I express my feelings, they just leave me. I have started to feel inferior and started questioning myself, is there anything wrong with me. I need hope, any kind of hope.