Do you ever have moments of clarity & realise just how strange/different you actually are (but in a good way)

Evening everyone just a throwaway post I wanted to share my thoughts.

Just had a funny moment it’s currently 1:44am as me typing this, I’m lying in darkness listening to hardstyle because I can’t sleep and my mind just says “you need more stimulation”. So I put my headphones on and start playing this crazy music. Then I realise, “this just isn’t normal behaviour, who does this?” I’ve never heard of anyone doing anything remotely similar in the context of just lying in bed on your own and just had a little giggle to my self.

Im trying to think more positively about things and myself and something like this would usually really annoy me because I never ever sleep well, or just can’t sleep in the first place. But having a little giggle about it and enjoying my different’ness’ helps.

I don’t know I’m just typing what’s in my head, hope you had a nice day yesterday and hope you all have a nice day later on.

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