Tired

It is all of the above and more and it's driving me crazy right now yet biggest frustration is not being able to put into words why/how this is. My son is going through exact copy of my life and is struggling with it. It is soul destroying to witness, especially as I have not yet learnt the tools to help/accept it myself.

conditional weather is different each day

What counts is your own experience. Saying things could be worse, is a sort of stoical, self-denying 'logic' that will not get you anywhere.

Hi susie163,

Yep it does feel like an endless treadmill (life shouldn't be like this should it?) and I can see that other people have it much worse than me.

There seems to be such a trend nowadays of 'it could be worse'? That is wonky logic.

:-)

We don't have enough spoons.

http://www.butyoudontlooksick.com/wpress/articles/written-by-christine/the-spoon-theory/

Susie, set your own "life" conditions and add in factors for this self solution at least that way, if you get tired you know it is only a rest towards were your are going long-term.  

Thanks Crystal12,

It can be a lonely old world to live in - and massively frustrating too! In a bit of a hole right now for one reason and another but sure to climb out of it - if only to keep fighting!

Hi Susie163 - I'm sorry to here things are so difficult.  Never ending battles take their toll, sap your strength, wear you out - nts can feel a similar way but it's harder for autistic people because they have a load of extra things to deal with day in day out so it doesn't let up for them.