I absolutely hate this world! Even the apparent 'professionals' let me down....

I've been stuck I this situation for over two years now, haven't been outside in over 2 years can't even stand at the front door without having a panic attack, they promised they would help me.... And here I am back at step 1 again! Again! I've just had enough being inside my own head, being in this intolerable prison which is my mind. I'm lost I truly am Sob

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  • I know your pain, it was the worst when I was 25-30, you should come up with some long term plan as a solution for work/finances, something radical, Nts ways don't work for us, and find your own way to regulate yourself, meds+mind techniques, psychiastrists are going to break you more only, and poisom your body alongside it, but it's doable, don't give up, there is still so much to see, for the moment create some selfmotiviating mantra just to survive unti you have a plan

  • Also I get I have to try and help myself... I have tried and tried and I don't think I've got any fight left in me Disappointed this world is a F'd up place! I mean yes I maybe 'complex' but surely that means I need help... Not to just ignore me? I don't understand sometimes

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