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I absolutely hate this world! Even the apparent 'professionals' let me down....

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I've been stuck I this situation for over two years now, haven't been outside in over 2 years can't even stand at the front door without having a panic attack, they promised they would help me.... And here I am back at step 1 again! Again! I've just had enough being inside my own head, being in this intolerable prison which is my mind. I'm lost I truly am Sob

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  • I know your pain, it was the worst when I was 25-30, you should come up with some long term plan as a solution for work/finances, something radical, Nts ways don't work for us, and find your own way to regulate yourself, meds+mind techniques, psychiastrists are going to break you more only, and poisom your body alongside it, but it's doable, don't give up, there is still so much to see, for the moment create some selfmotiviating mantra just to survive unti you have a plan

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    I mean I still have nightmares about work.... Luckily money isn't really an issue, i have a HUGE phobia of medication of any type... This stemmed from when I fell ill a few years ago and was basically a walking box of side affect inflicted tic-tacs and a pin cushion also, i can never sleep.... And when I do it is short bursts I don't have any friends, I don't have a life, I sit in one place just existing.. Im 24 now and the realisation of getting older is really starting to freak me out, I'm suffering hugely with panic attacks at the moment and my anxiety and OCD are through the roof and all the 'professionals' can say to me is I'm a complex case and they don't know how to help me.... 

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  • in reply to Mariusz

    I mean I still have nightmares about work.... Luckily money isn't really an issue, i have a HUGE phobia of medication of any type... This stemmed from when I fell ill a few years ago and was basically a walking box of side affect inflicted tic-tacs and a pin cushion also, i can never sleep.... And when I do it is short bursts I don't have any friends, I don't have a life, I sit in one place just existing.. Im 24 now and the realisation of getting older is really starting to freak me out, I'm suffering hugely with panic attacks at the moment and my anxiety and OCD are through the roof and all the 'professionals' can say to me is I'm a complex case and they don't know how to help me.... 

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