the rest of the world

yeah reason I laugh is cause have you read my posts and how I miss interapupt everything all the time. Not laughing at your comment but at myself as I feel like this all the time. As if I'm a bit of Nacisist and it's all about me and my strugels nothing ellse matters even though I realise people have it a damn site worse than I do 

It's sad really, but that's been my view for much of my life.

I take many things on face value so I tend to trust people. But, trustworthy or not, people are very unreliable creatures.

People will let us down, in the end.

I also find I get on alot better with animals than humans in general. Does anyone else find this?

Someone once said that I was at war with the universe!

No, I like the universe. It's the people in it that I was at war with.

In reality, and it took a long time to realise, I was actually at war with myself.

Because I didn't understand myself.

Ive always felt like it was me versus the rest of the world my whole life so i totally understand

my wife has some special needs of her own so she understands and we help each other through a very confusing world

Im sorry to hear it is not good with your wife. Does she know about your autism?

I wonder if there is any truth in Nikola Tesla's statement. He famously said: “I do not think you can name many great inventions that have been made by married men.” ― Nikola Tesla.  There are also the words of wisdom uttered by R. Dangerfield: “My wife and I were happy for twenty years. Then we met.”