LIFE IS SO HARD!

Hi everyone,

I had my first full day at sixth form today and honestly It was sh*t. The lessons were ok, however, I had 2 free periods and a break and lunch which I was expected to be surrounded by people and talk to them about general stuff and honestly, I wanted to run to the nearest classroom and hide under a desk. I’m not saying that I want to die but life is just so hard and i would rather not have to live. Do you think it’s easier for people who aren’t autistic? How do I politely tell my friend that I just want to be alone?

Alisha xx

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  • I started college Monday and decided to redo my my GCSE as an adult in English, Maths and Physics and I feel that I don't belong because the entire class that i am with i am the only autistic individual. the rest of the classes are filled with mothers and i was the only person in the class who is not their GCSE to get on to the access in phycology. maths and physics i am slaying but English i just cant keep up even though English is my first language. I think i would be able to keep up if i had a laptop as i can type a hell of a lot quicker than i can write but i don't want to use a computer now if i cant use it in my exams. Yes i feel incredible lonely in my classes but also grateful because my class if full of awful people. 

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  • I started college Monday and decided to redo my my GCSE as an adult in English, Maths and Physics and I feel that I don't belong because the entire class that i am with i am the only autistic individual. the rest of the classes are filled with mothers and i was the only person in the class who is not their GCSE to get on to the access in phycology. maths and physics i am slaying but English i just cant keep up even though English is my first language. I think i would be able to keep up if i had a laptop as i can type a hell of a lot quicker than i can write but i don't want to use a computer now if i cant use it in my exams. Yes i feel incredible lonely in my classes but also grateful because my class if full of awful people. 

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