I have suffered with desicion fatigue and difficulty making choices most of my life. Is this a trait of being on the spectrum? When growing up in teenage years I would not even be able to make a choice if I like a person enough to be in a relationship with them and I ended up in two poor relationships because I couldn't make the right choice whether I liked the person. Years later and I am still struggling with choices such as should I join this group and do this? Should I apply for this job? Should I live here or live here? After getting up I have to make small choices/ tasks like brushing teeth eating the right food even making difficult phone calls which is challenging I also have to deal with wrong decisions that I have made and these tasks are leading to my life seeming empty because I am feeling overloaded by all of this.
I can't decide if I romantically like someone in the moment and I don't think I understand how to build this connection. All the choice is a nightmare and is giving me anxiety and paranoia.
I have not been diagnosed as being on the spectrum but could this be one of the issues? or is it just a brain problem.. as I sm still waiting on a neurological exam..
