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The highly sensitive person.

NAS71560

This is heavy stuff so dont read it if you are of a sensitive nature.

I am a 63 year old kind and gentle loving man.

I was diagnosed as Bipolar 2 after trauma .  My father was thought to be Autistic and this week the penny has finally dropped.

So am I. I saw a psychic medium on the 2nd of Feb and she told me that my memories would now come back to me !

To clarify that i am autistic I can remember telephone numbers and car registrations from childhood onwards and i do some pretty strange stuff.

I have been seriously traumatised 8 times in my life. critisized and bullyeid for being quiet and again 1990 2005 2017 for being very clever.

I have known i was sensitive to light and sometimes sound since 1981. Flourescent lighting for me is a  nightmare.

I am in Spain for the light !

I started to feel very depressed when the skies went dark last Febuary which coincided with the start of covid.

In the past i have sensed the death of my older sister and they thought i was having a heart attack !..

I have known for some time that i am an empath !.

I have walked up to a person and just said things about them and was right !

This week i looked up my symptoms and they are ones of trauma !

Extreme startle response sensitivity to light and sound aching all over and many more..

I am suicidally depressed in a country with no help.

I dont think i qualify for health care now we have come out of Brexit..

My immune system is destroyed because of heavy metal poisoning as a child.

I need help !¬

What can i do ??

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  • What do you want to happen?      If you're in Spain you're pretty much dependent of whatever they supply-  which may be nothing.

    I remember every number plate of every car my family owned - and all of mine & my wife's  (about 60 cars) and lots of my friends and their family cars - it's quite common for us to do that.  Smiley

    A very common thing I've seen with ASD people is hanging on to every slight against them - every time someone said something they don't like, it gets logged.     What's interesting is they never log the good things and the nice people - they only keep the Sh1t-List and hold those grudges close.   Disappointed

    Also, Dr Google is not your friend - it's very easy to find you have whatever you want to believe you have.

    I can only suggest that if you are aware of you needs, then try to change your life for the better - find better friends and create the life you want.

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  • What do you want to happen?      If you're in Spain you're pretty much dependent of whatever they supply-  which may be nothing.

    I remember every number plate of every car my family owned - and all of mine & my wife's  (about 60 cars) and lots of my friends and their family cars - it's quite common for us to do that.  Smiley

    A very common thing I've seen with ASD people is hanging on to every slight against them - every time someone said something they don't like, it gets logged.     What's interesting is they never log the good things and the nice people - they only keep the Sh1t-List and hold those grudges close.   Disappointed

    Also, Dr Google is not your friend - it's very easy to find you have whatever you want to believe you have.

    I can only suggest that if you are aware of you needs, then try to change your life for the better - find better friends and create the life you want.

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