Sleep!

It looks like I do not need that much sleep, unless I am physically tired enough I tend to sleep every other day, or if I try I spend 3 hours in bed staring at the ceiling and have to get up and eat something, because I'm hungry again and then I get angry I wasted 3 hours. It will probably progress the older I get, I heard elderly people sleep very little.

thats an advantage as u can do more in a day eg have 2 jobs

I do sometimes, 2 jobs and school, and before house duties, my ex was not very eager to cook or clean.

There is an extraordinary resilience amongst the autists I know. I def came up with some theories when very young about survivng, but also i think my autism created a self sufficiency in me becausei struggled in so many ways, and that self sufficiency and stamina has endured. I somehow stay hopeful.

But I also see my self sufficiency makes me less available to people, and i can see with my mate that his ability to push through can also mean he pushes through when it'd be better to face up.

But yeah, well done on keeping going.

There is an extraordinary resilience amongst the autists I know. I def came up with some theories when very young about survivng, but also i think my autism created a self sufficiency in me becausei struggled in so many ways, and that self sufficiency and stamina has endured. I somehow stay hopeful.

But I also see my self sufficiency makes me less available to people, and i can see with my mate that his ability to push through can also mean he pushes through when it'd be better to face up.

But yeah, well done on keeping going.