My access to work support worker suggested I talk to other neurodiverse people online so I'm going to try it but I do tend to start things and flake on them.
I'm in hospital just now, nothing serious. It's been planned for a while. The medicine they're giving me is making me really sick which I knew might happen but I'm hoping the pay off is that I'll be in less pain when I get home.
I'm liking the routine of being in hospital and getting infusions. Everything is running like clockwork and there's no visiting so no noisy interruptions. I work in a hospital and know this routine well so it's quite comforting to be taken away from reality and put into a nice routine for a while.
No doubt life will be very different on Monday, the healthboard next to mine has announced the closure of their theatres and outpatient departments. If my healthboard follows suit I face being redeployed again, not sure I can do that all over again. My manager has been on the work WhatsApp saying no plans yet but last time I found out by WhatsApp with almost no notice that my hospital was closing.
Trying to just focus on the day but it's hard.
I'll plant my first seeds at the weekend, I love my garden and manage a decent crop every year but being in Scotland I need to start early, get lots of light on them and protect from frost. It's a challenge but it keeps my mind off reality and stops me spiralling. Hope that everyone's Wednesday is going well.
