1. My running buddy wasn't where i expected him to be, when i'd expected him. Got caught up in a) was he late and I should wait, b) had i got the time wrong and should go, c) had something last minute come up for him. I handled it ok, turned out we'd misunderstood where. He sent me a good message about 'not to worry'.
2. A close friend moved a tel apt, then was really late and i'd just got stuck into something else after being confused what to do, and i wanted to leave the call much earlier than her but didn't know how, and go back to the other thing.
3. Didn't feel ok going back (writing a letter to MGG that I'm so confused about), so went to bed.
4. My support bubble who I'm meeting this eve for his birthday keeps faffing and changing times and sometimes i wonder whether he'll cancel cos he's gone out into the snow.
I'm glad to have been able to write that. I may meditate, or may try going back to letter writing.
Positives: I lost 0.6kg over christmas! I signed up to yoga for both monday 8am and weds eve, I'm really happy about the Mon morn; overall christmas has been good even though 25/26 i was alone i was ok with that; I did the dishes yesterday! I had a good run, my running capacity has improved lots and I don't get morbose anymore when I run alone, woohoo!
Grr, support bubble has now said he'll be back late and instead of dinner at his he'll pop in mine for a catch up later, but not given a time, and i can see it still getting cancelled. I agree with his priorities, he's just met his first girlfriend at 26 and they went for a walk together, but I wish it wasn't impacting me. I'd have been perfectly happy and planned a different day and eve if I'd known.
Grr, support bubble has now said he'll be back late and instead of dinner at his he'll pop in mine for a catch up later, but not given a time, and i can see it still getting cancelled. I agree with his priorities, he's just met his first girlfriend at 26 and they went for a walk together, but I wish it wasn't impacting me. I'd have been perfectly happy and planned a different day and eve if I'd known.
