I slept on and off, and was kinda awake 5:30, so tired and moved my alarm from 7 to 8. So I had a lie in, instead of a run. Never a good thing. So I faffed at home and got to work late and felt morose. Fourth day of dwelling on Mr GG who's gone awol:(. I've also not got a christmas plan which i'm scared of, and over done it of late so things have got a bit on top of me. I was also excited to do a Winter Mountaineering course in Feb, but covid restrictions mean i've realised i can't afford the accommodation as dorms in hostels are closed. I'm really gutted about that. It was a big part of reclaiming life without Mr GG.
Thanks god the weekend is here soon!
Positives: I've cooked, even though i had no energy; I've got a zoom course later about Winter Mountain skills; I can sleep in tmrw if i am coming down with a cold as i suspect; i bought myself a chocolate beer which is the perfect day to have one (only fourth drink since nov lockdown); i've got some nice things Sat to do.
