sensory overload / sensitivity

turquoise bear

back in from my walk 

everyone has *** to handle

as long as you handle it and don't run from it u'll be ok

i wish i could say i wasn't handling my *** today 

I'm well Leah  thanks for asking 

u're still going through puberty so many teenagers ( without autism ) can be very moody or confused or scatter headed and some plain crazy.

On the up side teenagers are extremely fit, strong and adventurous

puberty is of course different between man and women

anyway by 19 or so your mind should be clearer

some people develop at different speeds than others

eg I was nuts until  I was about 25  so was a late developer like a good wine 

Leah is handling all challenges today 

I couldn't smell for toffee. A lifetime in the Sticks has clogged up my nose, big time.

Whenever I have sensory overload, like this afternoon running errands while driving, I go off-the-wall and feel like I'm going mad. I'm listening to Godspeed You! Black Emperor to settle my dystopian mind.

well hopefully

wait ! what kind of different?

i hate change 

how are you?

u still growing up u'll be a different woman when 18 -20. 

awwww i have the same one bigger though but in pink 

Positive Behavioural Support 

well they are nice but not the right things for people with asd 

well maybe for me it just doesn't work out 

Leah is good

today i can feel all the love in the world and it is awesome

back still alive lol

another 3 miles completed so good for me 

did u tell anyone u were upset ?

does u're home have staff, nice staff ?

who are PBS ?

yeah please stay alive 

you are very essential to society 

if u mean me  yes i do Leah 

i what you to get loads of paint

and make a mad painting of u angst anger and pain

use loads of colours  

society is very crappy so is life 

but "face every fear and do it anyway" tell ur shrinks i said that

ok i now have to stomp/walk around my town now

i'll talk more when i get back 

if i am still alive haha

weekend went bad 

today was kinda ok 

still not great 

the PBS woman zoom an =d i connection was horrible 

i am fuming 

and i get to talk to someone today that actually wants me in this crappy society 

most autistics struggle to make friend

me too

what did u do all today ?

what happened over weekend ?

yeah i am in a home 

and i was in the PICU ward 

i struggle to make friends 

curiosity is a good factor to have which you do 

and you ask questions which is great 

one thing i need cleared up 

previously u said u where in a PICU

now u are saying u are in a "home"

which is it  ?  

have u friends in the home 

just curious 

Air freshners! Poison, just pure poison being pumped into our bodies and made to smell strong as a constant reminder they're killing us

Well, exactly. Bleach, car air fresheners, laundry soap, perfume, exhaust fumes...the list is endless...