Christmas is time of pain for me. The noise, peoples behaviour, the stimulas, the social change, people drinking and smoking, loud music, how to feel happy when you feel like *** but everyone is happy(or pretend happy with drink in them) it feels so unpredictable and my routine goes out the window. Anyone else ? CAN SANTA CANCEL CHRISTMAS, so I can have a time of peace.
It is not like I hate Christmas, I just hate the affect of Christmas has on me.
