I realised I'm actually OK

I think I realised id hate to be nt... Would I like no meltdowns no overload no communication issues? Yes but that said id hate to of not of broken free from what nt see as the norm I. E drinking every weekend, always seeing large groups of people, having only "grown up" Interests(way I see it if you like a kids tv show as long as your not being a creep about it what's the issue) and also nt are more likely you be sucked in by trends brands and buzzwords I. E smart cuz or ai powered cuz or the latest led technology 

1. I'm much happier realising that the more modern TV's get the more they become landfill fodder(or at least the plastic parts where as crt and plasma could be repaired so the chemicals were less of an issue) the big down side to autism in that sense though ia I feel I get ledt behind when something I'm accustomed to and like disappears I. E mt local pound bakery has gone and not only did I like pound bakery as soon as the first one opened best me but I was always used to them when they operated as Sayers but bow that gregs(which don't get me wrong os nice but if you compare a gregs sausage roll to most other small or chain bakery it's pretty average at best) has become some sort of trend because they do shoes hoodies and trendy (rubbish) celebrity's have worked with them 

I think I realised id hate to be nt... Would I like no meltdowns no overload no communication issues? Yes but that said id hate to of not of broken free from what nt see as the norm I. E drinking every weekend, always seeing large groups of people, having only "grown up" Interests(way I see it if you like a kids tv show as long as your not being a creep about it what's the issue) and also nt are more likely you be sucked in by trends brands and buzzwords I. E smart cuz or ai powered cuz or the latest led technology 

1. I'm much happier realising that the more modern TV's get the more they become landfill fodder(or at least the plastic parts where as crt and plasma could be repaired so the chemicals were less of an issue) the big down side to autism in that sense though ia I feel I get ledt behind when something I'm accustomed to and like disappears I. E mt local pound bakery has gone and not only did I like pound bakery as soon as the first one opened best me but I was always used to them when they operated as Sayers but bow that gregs(which don't get me wrong os nice but if you compare a gregs sausage roll to most other small or chain bakery it's pretty average at best) has become some sort of trend because they do shoes hoodies and trendy (rubbish) celebrity's have worked with them 

I could give a big long list of shops and places I miss let alone the things I'd like to be able to buy, in fact I'd like shops back full stop, every time I go to Bangor there seem to fewer shops than before, except for barbers, tattoo parlours and vape shops.