So here's my situation - I'm selling my house and buying a new build, but I offered to sell mine before the new one was ready, and am going on a trip for 6 weeks in the gap between.
We exchanged contracts today and complete next week - I thought I'd been very organised with everything, started going through my things ages ago in the plan etc, and moving my stuff out into storage in two van moves, a week apart...
However, I now feel a way that I don't think I've felt before. Difficult to explain, but I'll try ... It's like I'm vacant of emotion but then feel tearful throughout the day ... Feeling very unsettled and extremely unsure (although I'm not regretting anything, or wanting to change anything regarding the move and my choices). I'm quite miserable and can say that I have absolutely no excitement about my upcoming trip or my new house, which should be ready to move in to in about 2 months ...
I don't think I've had autistic burnout before as an adult (now 46), and wondering if that could be it ??
For context - This whole move follows a period of great difficulty with work, spanning over about the last 7 years, which led to me retiring early. I'm moving to a different county for a 'new start', for reasons I won't bore everyone with, but it's what I felt I needed to do for about the last two years.
This is also the first time that I've 'moved' a full house, if that makes sense. I really hope that I can cheer up or something before I go on my trip (which is Australia, New Zealand and Canada)
