Pattern finding

Need help think I’m going crazy and can’t stop searching for every pattern/cycles everywhere, I don’t know what’s wrong with me I feel broke, I feel like I’m searching everywhere for something I can’t see l, pattern missing maybe?

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  • I get subconsciously attracted by patterns, so I stare at some pattern in the town, for example a building with balconies and I stare and stare and notice instantly that some of the balconies break the pattern,  because of the different color or design that someone has customised and it annoys me and I ask a question in my head, why is this second balcony from the right blue instead if yellow, like all others. And I forget the whole world while staring and analysing the broken pattern on the balconies.

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  • I get subconsciously attracted by patterns, so I stare at some pattern in the town, for example a building with balconies and I stare and stare and notice instantly that some of the balconies break the pattern,  because of the different color or design that someone has customised and it annoys me and I ask a question in my head, why is this second balcony from the right blue instead if yellow, like all others. And I forget the whole world while staring and analysing the broken pattern on the balconies.

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