I am not sure how to start this post or how to word it correctly. Apologies in advance.
Another rough xmas this year. No one has seen each other in person for so long that innoculous text messages, social media interactions etc throughout the year appear to have festered. And I do wonder, why I am the one that is is given the mediation role? I am the go-to, go-between, to smooth things over and give umpteen explanations for others behaviours? All these things and 'needs' of others are so suble, yet this appears to be my given role...
For context, my immediate family know I am autistic and struggle socially. Yet this is an onslaught every year. I really would love to hibernate during these 'festivities'. Can anyone share similar, and their resolutions please?
Many thanks for reading, and I do so hope you are all finding some calm and happiness this xmas x
