No ones listeining!

too late now. 

I’m sorry I don’t recall seeing your post but I hope the Samaritans were helpful, 

Your original  post was on Christmas Eve, so maybe the people who might normally have replied didn’t see it, and I noticed that activity on the forum had reduced until a day or two ago, so many of the regulars weren’t here as often. 

Do come back here and chat about how you are feeling or about anything you want to talk about.

Im done. I cant ask for no more help, its already cost me loosing my wife and my dad dying the same day, just had an ambulance come and go, hearing voices to do bad stuff to self and others, cant live and work like this. So have got a plan, cmht and GP wont listein. wish i could just call someone and get the help i need, been told ive got psychosis but if they dont diagnose they dont have to treat it, im autistic, support worker not here for another 3 weeks due to the holidays, mental health worker not responded for a month after gpo practice *** up,  wish i knew how to complain about cmht as my only option now is to act upon the voices. 

Im done. I cant ask for no more help, its already cost me loosing my wife and my dad dying the same day, just had an ambulance come and go, hearing voices to do bad stuff to self and others, cant live and work like this. So have got a plan, cmht and GP wont listein. wish i could just call someone and get the help i need, been told ive got psychosis but if they dont diagnose they dont have to treat it, im autistic, support worker not here for another 3 weeks due to the holidays, mental health worker not responded for a month after gpo practice *** up,  wish i knew how to complain about cmht as my only option now is to act upon the voices. 

Well that's rubbish isn't it, I would be a bit affronted by the poor quality level of the local services. A complaint should be made.

Maybe something less NHS if they can't do anything just say the moment, 

You said you'd tried Samaritans, what about shout? I don't have any tips or tricks here, it's very hard in this country to get through to services. 

Call 116 123 to talk to Samaritans, or email: jo@samaritans.org for a reply within 24 hours

Text "SHOUT" to 85258 to contact the Shout Crisis Text Line, or text "YM" if you're under 19

Sadly local hospital mental health are not NHS. An ambulance came earlier and said they cannot do anything. Am heading to the suspension bridge in a little while.

I’m sorry we can’t offer practical help here. 

The information from Cinnabar_wing about calling the emergency services would be your best option for help right now. 

Well we can't stop you, we are just people on a forum holding out the number to call. If you have nothing else to lose, then it's always worth a call to see what they say if nothing else. It does sound like help would have been a good thing, it still can be if you choose it.

Nope.. I have made my mind up, I wont be responding again and dont want to upset anyone else, decision is made. 

I think your best bet is calling up emergency services and telling them you might be about to hurt yourself. 

https://www.nhs.uk/nhs-services/mental-health-services/where-to-get-urgent-help-for-mental-health/

Go through the steps, and if you need to get yourself checked in to get that help, do that. Waiting for normal services will not be enough, and they will probably direct you to emergency help.