Trigger warning

I’m not coping and I’m not going to be able to cope. 

I have lost my fertility chance window 

I have been traumatised by people who are strangers outside.

I have had my life ripped apart 

I have been isolated 

I have had no recovery time from long term medications

I have had strangers destroy me and my life.

i was isolated on my flat taking meds and walked out the door to strangers saying things to me.

I have been exploited by strangers and I have a diagnosis and was so ill from medications.

  • This sounds like a really rough time. I’m sorry you’re going through this right now. If you want to chat, or just talk at me and I can be a sounding board, I’m here and have time tonight to reply straight away and happy if you want to send a friendship request if preferred to chat 121. You’re not alone. People are here to help and support. 

    also, the contact info below too if you feel like you need professional help right now. All people in the world aren’t nasty, there are good souls out there, please remember this. 

  • Hi Water, 

    Thank you for sharing how you’re feeling.I’m really sorry to hear things have been so difficult for you, reaching out here shows real strength – we appreciate you letting us know.Thank you for trusting the community with what you’re going through. Please know you are not alone. 

    The National Autistic Society does not currently operate a crisis or emergency service. If you’re finding it hard to cope or have thoughts of harming yourself, please seek help. If you feel you [or anyone else] is at risk of immediate harm, dial 999 or contact one of the mental health crisis lines listed on our Urgent Help Page: 

    https://www.autism.org.uk/what-we-do/help-and-support/urgent-help. 

    If it’s not an emergency but you’re still struggling, speaking to a health professional can help. If your GP is closed, you can call 111 for NHS support. In England, Wales and Scotland, you can now choose option 2 to speak directly with mental health professionals: https://www.nhs.uk/nhs-services/urgent-and-emergency-care-services/when-to-use-111/.  

     

    Here are some other organisations that offer free, confidential support:  

    • Samaritans – Call 116 123, 24/7 
    • SANEline – 0300 304 7000 (4.30 PM–10.30 PM daily) 
    • Shout – Text 85258, 24/7 
    • Mind Infoline – 0300 123 3393 (Mon–Fri, 9 AM–6 PM) 

    If you have any concerns about exploitation or abuse—whether it is happening now or in the past - you can report this at any time.
    You can do so by calling the non emergency police line on 101, or by submitting a report online. To find the correct webpage for your local police force, simply search “report a crime” along with your location.

    You’re not alone in this. Support is out there and we’re here too. Remember you deserve support and I hope you are able to find some calm soon. 

    All the best, 

    Katrina Mod