Hello
*sorry this very long. I needed to rant*
Im on the autistic spectrum and feeling burnt out:(
4th until 9th September, visitors staying in a bed and breakfast (about 20 minutes from my town); they been coming since 2018 approximately. There's a reason why I don't want to disclosed.
4th September evening: the visitors wanted us to meet them in a different town to have dinner at a restaurant. Very difficult to say no. Really enjoyed my meal there. Went by train.
5th September: 10.10am went to visit an abbey as only about 5 minutes from (removed location) Station. I'd put a Google review of the trip. The visitors like to control things and decided to go on the land train which was taking forever (I just wanted to get home); in the end we got home at 4.35pm to have a late afternoon tea and cake. 6.30pm went to the pub restaurant which was nice. I got inpatient as one of the visitors had soup for a starter.
6th September need a rest day (a family member is unwell and we don't want them to get ill again); I did my laundry, tried to have a sesita and sat quietly); helped with the food shopping.
7th September normal leisurely breakfast (family member makes); I have a shower, put my laundry on and go for a walk. Return home to hang out my laundry. Lunchtime is Saturday leftovers.
In the evening the we invited the visitors dinner to have chicken and sausage stew. Cheese and biscuits. Disscuss plans for the last day with them phew.
8th September provisional plans is to get the bus to another town (I'll get a southwest explorer ticket); go to the department store and cafe, then bus back. Thats all we got time for (we are trying to get through to the visitors which they like to control things); Hopefully have dinner out in a restaurant in my town. TBC.
The problem is that the visitors like to start late. Also still haven't cotton on with one is unwell and a family member is unwell (diagnosis is unknown);
I'd noticed that my family members are forgetting things, and making comments about people and changing their stories every 5 minutes. They're in denial.
The visitors are the ones who tried to ruin my birthday in 2022. They wanted to do something different where they wanted to send me a cheque so I can do a hiking holiday (stopped due to covid and the terms and conditions had changed); or a non existing residential training course. The end of the day its up to me what I want to do for my future.
Thats why I go to events and WI occasionally for meetings. Some people in my town dont understand.
:)good people ask me are you working? I say to them I don't like to talk about it and apologise.
:( bad people ask me are you working? I say to them I don't like to talk about it, they keep banging on buy asking me questions. Triggers a flashback etc.
People used to ask me how do I support myself? Thats private information. I left in 2019 as i was getting unwell by cowards and unfortunately handled my notice badly. I tried to explain 6 times why i had left. Head office wasn't helpful as wanted names. Too late for an apology. Someone told me that the day after I left the cowards stopped the behaviour by messing around and got on with it. In a Nutshell. Thats why I started again on Facebook with only 2 friends on there.
