UK what a messed up system!

Hi all

Sorry for another moan, but my support worker is away, 'again.  I have contacted the Drs, CMHT, Friends, even the Police. 

Last week I was victim of a hate crime, basically accused of being gay all because i am 40 and choose to be single, this was in a cafe locally.  It wasnt a one off joke nope 45 mins. Ive not returned, I have reported to the local Police. 

I had a mental health meeting last night and I told them, they encouraged me to report it. I have. I also disclosed other stuff too.. (more on that another time)

I got home and wasnt with it, hearing loud voices and commands, its never been this bad, anyway i looked down and I had self harmed big time (both feet). I wasnt aware I was doing it. 

I spoke to GP, CMHT and even Shout and what a messed up system we have, when a neurodiverse man with severe mental health is asking for help, there is none, so as i write this I am scared, frightened and i dont feel safe with myself or anyone else at the moment yet the stupid system would prefer i went out and hurt myself or someone before, thats before getting any support. 

Theres not much hope. 

So what now ??

Parents Reply
  • Hi  , I hope you won't close your account.    You are free to chat here anytime.   

    Perhaps I could have explained better, I was just concerned you get support because it sounded like your feet were hurt badly and sometimes hearing voices can worsen.   

    I'm really glad that you're finding music relaxing.

    It looks nice out today.    I'm just waking up.    

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