You know I used to feel that if I wore my autisim sweetness stuff like lanyard people would think I was faking it but I realised two things number one people never even mention it and b people so seem more respectfull when I wear it especially bus drivers
one guy said to me it’s good rhat im a musican and autistic and I’d never thought about it before but despite the social deficits those do diaper when I’m playing a bit as it’s self regulation and also I was told during to my dyspraxia I’d never be good at music but my autistic drive saw me through it
and im proficant at rythem guitar and csn do a bit of bass a bit of key a bit of drums and a tiny bit of lead guitar but no finger picking yet
also I find my internal meteognome has been there all along snd improves dsy by day
im even educating my self as I used to believe im just a bit autistic but theres not such thing we just all suffer in diffenet ways and we sometime forget about something till they happen again
my journey taking is ok sometimes but sometimes I struggle but honestly I wouldn’t say I have a mobility need becuase I find way to cope
