Feeling lost..

So today I was under the impression I was having a ASD assessment, how wrong was i nothing at all to do with that instead it was the same talk I had before I had therapy all those months back! I feel so stupid I know im meant to help myself an trust me they said that alot made me feel so stupid an hopeless.. but if I dont know how to help myself h9w can I, I wish ibhad the answers an I wish I had a wand where I could just erase everything about me an not exist but hey I dont have that.. so now im left feeling like ive accomplished nothing an just wasted everyone's time.. im just not worth the time.

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  • Hi there, I’m so sorry to hear about all this. Mistakes can happen and it’s natural to feel stupid but please don’t ok? I wish I had a wand to wave too but please don’t feel you shouldn’t exist, I know how you feel though as I feel I don’t deserve to exist and I make things worse for everyone but please don’t feel like that. Are you still on the waitlist for an autism assessment? If you’re in the UK you might be able to use right to choose and go with psych uk, that’s what I did and got an assessment online. I don’t know if that applies in Wales (assuming your Welsh with your username)

    welcome to the community by the way 

  • To be honest I have no idea where I am in anything now, I just feel ive just wasted peoples time, I wish I didn't ask for help cause im always made to feel like I shouldn't I might aswell be invisible or just stop it all myself, yeh im Welsh an thank you 

  • You haven’t wasted people’s time at all. By the sounds of it I think they could have wasted your time. The thing with autism is there is no cure so you just have to learn to live with it and no one seems to understand or care. Just take care of yourself and be kind to yourself x

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